The Innocence of Dogs
Daniel Lee
Katie awoke to the sound of a dog barking. Somewhere down the street Mr. PetersonÕs retriever Kahlua had been startled by something, and gradually now bedroom lights began flipping on up and down the block.
ÒShut that damn dog up, Peterson!Ó ÒItÕs
4:30 in the morning, goddammit!Ó ÒSome of us have work, you know!Ó And so it
went every night until finally the dog was let in, or the sun rose and the
residents of Pinewood St. rose angrily from their beds and went to work. Each
morning at 4:30 am, without fail, Kahlua started up with her growling and
petrified barks, and each morning the neighbors growled back. Someone was out
there, thought Katie, and none but the dog bore witness.
It
was Wednesday, hump day, the slowest day of the week at the book store, and
Katie slouched over the counter, head on her palms, fingers rapping gently on
the delicate skin of her cheeks. Suddenly there rang a bell, a soft chime that
drew her attention to the store entrance, through which stepped a gaunt albino
man, perhaps sixty or seventy years old, wearing dark glasses and grasping
tightly with his left fist a leash. At its end walked a dark brown retriever
with blood red eyes. Kahlua, thought Katie. But who was this man? Was this Mr.
Peterson? Not many had actually ever seen him, and what was known was more
urban myth than known fact.
They said
he wasnÕt always an albino, that he was born quite tan but had once seen
something that literally scared him white. They said he went blind in the warÉ
again at the sight of something too unspeakable to utter. They said that
frequently mysterious sounds could be heard coming from the old manÕs attic,
and that when he did emerge from his home, he did so only at night, and even
then quite secretly.
But now here he was, moving into the store, hunched
painfully over as though carrying on his back the full weight of the worldÕs
woes. Katie approached him. ÒCan I help you find anything?Ó
ÒNO!!Ó the old man barked. And Katie jumped back to
let him pass. Without instruction or prompt of any kind, the dog led the old
man to a shelf marked SCIENCE, where the albinoÕs bony white index finger
traced along the spine of each volume until it stopped on a strange hardbound
copy of GrayÕs Anatomy. Led by his
companion, Mr. Peterson made his way to the front counter, where Katie, with
shallow breaths and quick movements, rang the book up and took his money.
Without a word, then, the old man took his leave, and it wasnÕt until he was
gone that the thought crossed KatieÕs mind: Why would a blind man need a
printed book?
Expectedly, at 4:30 the next morning, KahluaÕs voice rang out: first a deep, low growling rising up from inside her gut, followed by a sudden shriek, a sharp whimper, and then the barking began. One by one, the lights in the neighborsÕ windows clicked on, and throughout the block could be heard the angry shouts of sleep-deprived boomers. ÒGoddammit, Peterson!Ó ÒPut that dog down! Put it down, dammit!Ó ÒI swear to God, Peterson! IÕm going to kill your dog! IÕm not even joking!Ó And on and on.
Katie swung her legs off her bed and rose sleepily to
her feet. A long stretch, and she walked groggily to the kitchen, poured
herself a glass of water, and took a long, cool drink. Back to bed, a warm
snuggling into her pillow, and she pulled the blanket up to her shoulders. She
imagined that sleeping beside her was her boyfriend, who had recently moved to
Los Angeles. The two were very much in love, and the melancholy pain of his
absence was still fresh in her heart. If only he were here, she sighed.
Suddenly a loud smack hit the window, and Katie jumped
from her bed. Briefly in the still dark night she caught a glimpse of something
horrible pressed against the glass, but what it was she couldnÕt tell. It was
instantly gone, tearing back across her lawn and leaping over the fence into
the neighborÕs yard.
Katie immediately registered the loud barking of a
dog, and the screaming of a gruff man down the street: ÒIÕm coming over there,
Peterson! You hear me!?Ó
Katie
leapt to her feet and ran to the window. Outside the fence swayed slightly and
the magnolia tree in old Mrs. MalickÕs backyard began suddenly to shake
violently. The moon shone brightly and KatieÕs eyes widened in frozen shock as
a dark shadow, much the size of a man but more the shape of a mountain gorilla,
lifted itself into the tree, climbed rapidly to its peak, then jumped over
another fence into Mr. PetersonÕs yard. There was the loud cry of a panicked
dog, a low whimper, a sudden yelp, then ferocious growling and snarling. Katie
saw a light click on in the second floor of Mr. PetersonÕs home, then another
on the first. Faintly she heard the creaking of a sliding glass door, the
smashing about of unseen objects, then, finally, simply, the barking of the
dog.
The
next day found Katie working the midday shift at the store. Thankfully she was
this time not alone, sharing her shift with Renee, a junior at UC Northridge,
from which Katie had recently graduated. Outside for lunch, Katie grabbed
something from the deli and on her way back overheard two strangers discussing
the previous nightÕs happenings:
ÒIÕm
going to kill that dog, I swear to God.Ó ÒNo, youÕre not. Come on.Ó
Katie walked back into the store and nearly tripped over a tiny Chihuahua connected by an umbilical leash to sweet old Mrs. Malick, who was purchasing a copy of the Bible. ÒOh, IÕm sorry,Ó said Katie.
ÒThatÕs alright, my dear,Ó replied Mrs. Malick, picking up her dog and kissing it on the nose, Òyou may not have seen him, but little Boopsie saw you. IsnÕt that right, Mr. Boopsie? Dogs always know more than we suspect, donÕt they?Ó It was then that Katie realized how much the dog was trembling.
Evening came and with it KatieÕs return home. Upon grabbing her mail, she noticed a strange package addressed to Mrs. Malick, apparently dropped off on her doorstep by mistake. Katie picked it up, felt something inside move, as though scratching to get out, and dropped the box suddenly. It hit the ground with a crunch and lay there still. With one foot she nudged it slightly, but nothing out of the ordinary occurred.
Moments later a ring at the door prompted Mrs. Malick to answer and find standing before her the nice young girl from next door. ÒWhy, hello, dear.Ó
ÒHi, Mrs. Malick. UmÉ I think this is for you, it came to my house by mistake.Ó
ÒOh? I donÕtÉ oh, yes. Please come inÉÓ she stepped back into the house, motioning for Katie to follow, which she did.
Inside Katie saw the imported interiors of a thousand old homes, bits and pieces of a full life strewn about, all painted with a layer of dust. The walls were a rich crimson, and the windows were all framed in classical drapes. All along the walls and shelves were pinned and propped black & white photographs. Most were of a young woman, in many she was surrounded by friends. ÒIs this you?Ó Katie asked.
ÒIÕm sorry, my dear?Ó
ÒIn these pictures. Is this you?Ó
ÒIÉ umÉ yes. ThatÕs right. InÉ it was years agoÉ would you like some lemonade?Ó
ÒUmÉ sure.Ó
Mrs. Malick disappeared behind a wall and began clanking around in the kitchen. As she poured the drinks KatieÕs eyes moved to a series of what appeared to be chronologically organized photographs of the young Mrs. Malick and a thin, handsome man. In each photograph the two were several years older than in the last, and roughly three-quarters of the way through, the man mysteriously disappeared from the pictures. Still, the sequence continued, until finally Mrs. Malick stood alone, at much the age she was now.
The old woman emerged from the kitchen with two glasses of lemonade and some cookies. ÒHere you go, dear.Ó
Katie took one of the glasses and stuffed a cookie in her mouth, ÒWas this your husband?Ó
ÒHeavens no. If Harold had known about DanielÉ Lord knowsÉ noÉ my Harold was killed in the war. Daniel I began to see while Harold was away.Ó
ÒWhat happened to him? Did he die too?Ó
ÒErÉ noÉ he went away. He left. ButÉ drink your lemonade, dear.Ó
ÒIÕm sorry. ItÕs none of my business.Ó Katie brought the glass to her lips and tipped her head back, felt the cool juice stretch out its fingers in her chest. She wiped her mouth with her sleeve and set the glass down on a table. ÒThanks for the lemonade. I should go.Ó
ÒOh? AlrightÉÓ Mrs. Malick set down the tray, took the package from Katie, and started toward the front door. It was then that little Boopsie ran down the stairs and began yapping at the old woman. She promptly put down the box and picked up the pet. ÒOh, Mr. Boopsie. What is it? Are you hungry? Is it time for din din?Ó
Katie was at the door, ÒHeÕs a nice dog.Ó
ÒOh, heÕs wonderful, dear. HeÕs so sweet. Such a loving little soul. So knowing.Ó
Katie let out a slight, breathy laugh, she didnÕt know why.
ÒI found him some years ago, he was close to dying. They would have killed him if I hadnÕt saved him.Ó
ÒHmm.Ó Katie nodded. ÒWellÉÓ she reached for the doorknob.
ÒDaniel didnÕt leave me, if thatÕs what you think,Ó said Mrs. Malick. ÒHe just left.Ó
ÒOohÉ IÕm sorry.Ó
ÒNobody knows where he went. One day he was just gone.Ó
ÒThatÕs too bad. IÕm really sorry.Ó
ÒIt was probably for the best. If Harold had found out about himÉÓ and she trailed off. ÒThank you for the package, my dear.Ó
That night Katie dreamt of apes. And in the subconscious collage unraveling in her mind was laid out the voodoo sprawl of some jungle religion, at its peripheries a reptilian fear, primal and unleashed. Now the fog rolled in, and she couldnÕt see who it was that grabbed her from behind. She closed her eyes, let out a shallow breathÉ and jumped from her bed in terror as the night air was filled with the horrifying shriek of a screaming animal.
Outside there was a thunderous commotion, and she could hear the sound of loud scratching on the side of her house. Slowly she moved to the window, one foot after the next, drawing closer, closer, closerÉ a strong wind picked up, and the magnolia in Mrs. MalickÕs yard rustled and creaked, arching itself painfully into the current. Now Katie stood before the window, the scratching louder here, and bent down to look through. That was when a thick wet deformity smacked against the glass and stared up at her, its blood red eyes small in its oversized gorilla head. She screamed, and the creature peeled away, leaving behind a slippery trail on the window. Katie watched as it tore across the lawn, leapt over the fence, pulled itself into the bending tree, and jumped into Mr. PetersonÕs yard, from which now began the frantic barking of the dog.
Again in the second floor a light came on, another soon after on the first. Again Katie heard the opening of a sliding glass door, but now over the raw barking of the retriever she could hear what sounded like a manÕs voice raised in anger. From down the street a louder cry was heard: ÒPeterson! Goddammit this is the last time! Do you hear me!? Shut that dog up or IÕm coming over there!!Ó
Suddenly the sky was filled with a bright white light, and for a split second Katie thought she saw something leap back over the fence into Mrs. MalickÕs yard. The crack of thunder followed and she bolted from the room into the front yard, running as fast as she could, barefoot in the drizzling rain, to her neighborÕs door. ÒMrs. Malick!! Mrs. Malick!! Get out of there!!!Ó
KahluaÕs barking continued, and from down the street a manÕs voice shot out, ÒThatÕs it, Peterson! IÕm coming over there! I warned you!!Ó
Another flash of light, a crack of thunder, and Katie began pounding on the door, ÒMrs. Malick!!! Wake up!!! Mrs. Malick!!! Mrs. Malick!!!Ó
From behind her Katie heard a deep growling begin, and she slowly turned around. Standing before her, hunched over, its enormous forearms reaching past its knees, its dark, matted fur wet and black in the pouring rain, stood the creature. Of its features she could make out only its shape, the enormous gait of some long dead primate, and the piercing of two small red eyes in its large black skull. She froze, stark white dread in her bones, and could not move as the thing took one step toward her. Then another. Then another.
Katie suddenly swung back and began pounding furiously on the door, ÒMRS. MALICK!!!! OPEN THE DOOR!!!! MRS. MALICK!!!!Ó
Next door the dog was still barking, drawing close now was the angry voice of the man up the street, ÒGodDAMMIT, Peterson!!! People have to sleep!!Ó And now Katie could feel hot breath on the back of her neck. It stank of death, of devoured antelope and slaughtered bison. Suddenly the manÕs voice stopped, and Katie heard him say, ÒHEY!!!Ó The hot breath behind her moved away, and from the corners of her vision she could make out a gruff man, the same she had seen outside the book store the day before, standing in the rain staring in her direction. Suddenly a black shape moved toward him, and he let out a startled cry, ÒWhat the fuck!?Ó With one swift motion the creature tackled the man to the ground and began ripping out his entrails, stuffing them into its ravenous mouth. The rain was violent now, the manÕs hideous screams drowned out by the barking of the dog and the sudden crash of thunder which now coincided with a bright white flash. For one frozen moment Katie caught glimpse of what appeared to be six-inch fangs jutting out from below a snub gorilla nose. Monstrous hands ripped out organs and ribs, cracking and tearing, until finally all that remained of the man was a large bloody stain, washing away in the falling water.
That was when the monster looked up and locked eyes with her. ÒFUCK!!!Ó she screamed and took off around the house. She could hear a wet galloping behind her and with one hand she pulled open the first door she saw: a fruit cellar, unlocked, leading into Mrs. MalickÕs basement. She flew down the steps, slipped on the last one and fell hard on the dirt floor. Standing, she fumbled around in the darkness for a light, her hands finding a thin string dangling from the low ceiling. She pulled it, and for one second a light blew up and burned out, its fuse dead. In the doorway to the cellar a black figure appeared and, silhouetted against the pounding rain, began moving down into the basement.
Katie took a step back and pinned herself against the wall as the creature lifted its nose and sniffed the air. She could hear her heart pounding in her chest, outside the barking of the dog, and above the rapping of the rain against the roof of the house. Slowly the monster moved in her direction and a deep tremor rose up from its throat, a volcano of vocal lava. Katie wanted to shut her eyes, to curl up and wince in terror, but to move, she knew, was to die, and she had to keep her eyes on the thing. Outside the barking of the dog became muffled, submerged, and suddenly Katie heard a sharp scratching somewhere in the room. The creature heard it too, and turned its eyes to the corner, where, eyes adjusting to the dark, Katie could now see there was a door. From behind it a yapping could be heard, the voice of a small dog, and it was then Katie realized she also heard another barking nearby: the voice of Kahlua coming from behind her, from what could only be inside the wall.
She saw the creature was confused, and as it moved slowly toward the door, Katie seized the moment and began pounding furiously on the wall behind her, ÒHELP!! IÕM IN HERE!!! HELP!!! PLEASE!!!!Ó She heard the monster behind her grunt and begin moving toward her, still she continued pounding, ÒFOR GODÕS SAKE, GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!! PLEASE!!!Ó
There was a loud snarl behind her and before she knew it sheÕd been picked up and hurled across the room. She smashed into the opposite wall and fell to the floor, sobbing. By her right hand she felt a box, turned to look and saw beside her the package she had given to Mrs. Malick the day before, now overturned and empty. From inside and across the dirt floor she saw small paw prints leading to the door from which the yapping could be heard.
There was a grunt above her, and in one moment she was again in the air, being thrown back at the original wall. Now she hit the wall and kept going, crashing through to the other side. She opened her eyes and found she was in some sort of tunnel. Suddenly she felt something cold and wet touch her forehead and she panicked, lashed out, and smacked Kahlua across the face. When she realized it was the dog, Katie picked herself up and followed her down the tunnel, running away from the pursuing monster.
The tunnel was perhaps seventy-five, maybe one hundred, feet long, and down it Katie tore after the racing dog. Behind her she could hear the galloping sound of the approaching beast. Up ahead there appeared a light, and when she found herself directly below it, Katie reached up and pulled herself into it.
She was in a musty old study that stank of formaldehyde, the walls all lined with bookshelves and pictures. From one corner of the room she heard a voice cry out, ÒWhoÕs there!!?Ó She turned to see, standing in the doorway in his robe, a hunched-over old albino man with empty eye sockets.
Katie leapt to her feet, ÒMr. Peterson! We have to get out of here!Ó
ÒWho are you!??Ó
From inside the pit they heard growling, barking, biting. ÒItÕs late tonight,Ó said the albino, moving to a dresser and pulling out a large handgun. ÒBut tonight it ends.Ó
Up from the pit leapt Kahlua, followed by an explosion of dirt and floorboards. Now before Katie and the old man stood the fully erect monster. It let out a deafening roar and took a step toward them. Mr. Peterson lifted his gun and fired, missing completely. The creature took another step. The albino again pulled the trigger, again missing and leaving a smoking hole in the wall. The creature drew back its massive arm and lashed out. Mr. Peterson screamed in agony and Katie shut her eyes tightly. When she opened them again the old manÕs gun was gone. With a loud SMACK the monster slashed Peterson across the face, sending the albino crashing to the floor in pain.
That was when Kahlua attacked the monster, jumping up and tearing out a chunk of skin and hair. The beast roared angrily, grabbed the dog, and threw it across the room, into the dresser. On the floor beside the old man Katie saw his gun, still smoking. Without thinking, she picked it up and aimed square at the animal. The creature turned, stared directly at her, and lunged.
BLAM! BLAM! BLAM! BLAM! BLAM! Click. Click. Click. Katie opened her eyes and saw, lying on the ground before her, not a dead monster but a dead old man, no one she recognized.
ÒYou did itÉÓ said Mr. Peterson, rising painfully to his feet. ÒYou did what I could never do.Ó
It was then that Katie fully absorbed her surroundings. The photos on the walls, she now realized, were exactly the same chronologically organized series as those in Mrs. MalickÕs home. A wave of shock ran through her body as she turned to look at the albino, ÒMr. Peterson, whatÕs your first name?Ó
ÒDanielÉÓ
ÒIs this you in these photos?Ó
ÒOn the wall? Yes, yes it is. With my beloved MichelleÉ oh, how I miss herÉÓ
KatieÕs eyes turned to the body on the floor, ÒIs this Harold?Ó
Mr. Peterson let out a deep sigh, ÒHe told me I could never see her againÉ that he would kill meÉ I was so frightened, what could I do? But he wouldnÕt leave me be. He came after meÉ and he took my eyesÉÓ
Katie saw now the deep scars torn around the old manÕs eye sockets, ÒBut howÉ what is he?Ó
The albino lowered his head, ÒThere were things worse than memories brought back from the war. Sometimes those who fight monsters can themselves becomeÉ monsters.Ó And he left it at that.
But Katie couldnÕt stay quiet, ÒDo you know what happened to the woman in these photos?Ó
ÒNoÉ I never did see her againÉÓ
And Katie smiled.
The sun had by now risen, the rain stopped, and the residents of Pinewood St. were making their way to work. A knock on Mrs. MalickÕs door prompted her to answer and find standing before her the nice young girl from next door, along with someone she hadnÕt seen in decades. ÒD-Daniel?Ó
The albinoÕs eyebrows raised, ÒMichelle?Ó
ÒOh, my LordÉ howÉ oh, it doesnÕt matterÉÓ and she threw her arms around him in excitement. ÒWhere have you been?Ó
ÒIÕve been right beside you, all this time.Ó
Katie smiled broadly, her face and clothes caked in dirt, dried blood encrusted to her forehead. From behind her a familiar bark was heard, and Kahlua appeared. A sudden yap from inside the house, and Boopsie arrived. The two dogs looked at one another, and began sniffing. Then Kahlua nearly swallowed the Chihuahua with a big wet lick. The trio laughed.
ÒThey like each other!Ó said Mrs. Malick.
Suddenly a mysterious white car pulled up to the sidewalk. Its door opened, and KatieÕs heart skipped a beat. Out stepped her boyfriend, up to visit for the weekend. She let out a sigh of joy, and the two ran to embrace. There, beneath the copper spheroid of the rising sun, they kissed a long, pure kiss of immeasurable passion, until they were interrupted by the sounds of immeasurable dog passion. They looked, and laughed.
ÒThey really like each other!Ó said Mrs. Malick. And with that she turned to Mr. Peterson, ran her calloused, wrinkled old hand along his chalk white cheek, and said, ÒIÕve missed you so much.Ó
ÒI love you, MichelleÉÓ he replied, and pressed his lips to hers with the devotion only the aged can know.
Nearby Kahlua and Boopsie sniffed and licked each other in the fervent rapture of new infatuation.
And further off, Katie gazed into the eyes of her own Daniel, overcome with the joyful knowledge that theirs was more than puppy love.
The End